I havent been putting my sociological mind to good use since I had graduated 2 years ago. It's hard and frustrating to practise that when you are surrounded by "one-way conventional" mind people most of the time. I gave up talking to these people sometimes. And it's upsetting that I couldn't engage much of this side of my mind to emancipate myself from the stress i face at work and home these days. As a result, sometimes i see myself heading back to be the "clam" i used to be. I don't like that and it's time that i seriously stimulate that idle side of my brain to do some work. It should help i hope.