This is tormenting me slowly, and it hurts.

Moments of joy are like anesthesia jabs and once the effect wears off, the pain is back.

For many nights, i didn't even want to look at Cupido, let alone to hug it to sleep. Until last night, i hugged it to sleep and it was quite comforting. Thinking back now, that was dangerous comfort, i think i should put Cupido away or perhaps, i should return it to you.

I hate how even an inanimate thing is able to stir the emotions in me. I really hate it.