All that you said are still swirling around in my head. I have quite a number of thoughts on what was been said, but i was too tired and incapable in putting all in words that express my exact thoughts at that moment. Right now, it is still so.

I dont know why i just became so down/upset - i couldnt smile through the entire night and all i would do is to rest my chin on my hands and frown or looking down on the ground as i walked along.

I want it to work out but I have my fears and apprehension. Now my hestitation just deepens. Suddenly, im lost. Very lost.

I dont know how to pen down my thoughts further at this moment, but i do know im upset. So upset that i wanna cry. Yes i want to.