Half Gratified?

Watched one episode of L word just now before we need to go for dinner.. and i felt that i was only half gratified by that.. looking fwd to more of L word.. Am i not having enuff entertainment? Or am i so impatient? i duno.. feel pathetic.. suffering fr a condn of not able to detach the virtual fr the real world...when i watched the show, pleasure is derived..felt like i was watching real life story unfolding.. but disppointment sets in after the credits come rolling down the screen and the fact that all i have be indulging in is just plain fiction.. haha.. i think im blabbering.. ignore me..

i guess im just tired today.. *yawn* feeling so grouchy... haha..

it's time i wake up.. yep..